Sunday, January 20, 2008

Why do you want to change me? I like me the way i am now. Don't you consider my feelings and repercussions in doing so? It's 'tradition'? Oh please. Wake up and smell the flowers if you would. This is the 21st century, hello? Don't make me hate you even more.

Feeling regretfully all of a sudden, due to the one event. 2 years ago. I was a fool then, didn't knew any better. Now i'm paying the price for that mistake. Sure, it might sound silly, a "you'll-get-over-it" kind of deal to all of you, but in truth, to me, it's not. I didn't have the courage back then, my idiocy got the better of me.

the bitter taste of loneliness.

先苦后甜? You'd be a fool to believe that.
永恒的苦? That sounds about right.

Songs to write, but in a state of moodless-ness.